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I’ve been in a bad mood all day,
I might even get a tooth decay.
THE HEAT IS GETTING TO ME and I’m feeling all flustered and bothered.
AT LEAST WHENEVER YOU FEEL PAIN, IT LETS YOU KNOW THAT YOU’RE ALIVEEEEEEEEEEE.. Clay Aiken! Clay Aiken!
Maybe I should sleep.
Then again, I know I won’t be able to fall asleep.
Maybe I should do Chinese.
I won’t be able to concentrate.
!?!!
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I think.. I make the most sense when I’m in a bad mood because I actually do think before I speak. No, I’m not saying I don’t think before I speak when I’m in a good mood, haha.
My mother came home with a long face yesterday because I smsed her all my results a few hours before she came back. When she was halfway into telling me off, I kind of blew up, broke down and went to bathe. Then when I re-appeared, she started talking to me nicely (: And it’s the first time she has ever talked to me properly in my entire life. As for my dad, I don’t know if he knows about my marks and every year he flings my report book onto the floor and says ‘I don’t want to sign’ without fail after having looked at it. Oh well.
These days, I’ve been thinking about what Mrs Wong said to me when she asked to speak to me during one of the lunches because I did badly for the second round of Block Tests. ‘Whatever it is, never allow other people to make conclusions about you and never make conclusions about yourself just because of your results. You might not believe it now, but studying is actually a very small part of all our lives.’ – This struck me rather hard, of course I know she doesn’t mean for me to give up on my studies just because I haven’t been doing well. She mentioned a couple of other things too, but it’s a little personal to post it up here for all to see. I really love Mrs Wong (: I’m greatly indebted to many Nanyang teachers who have guided me in every way possible and I’m extremely thankful for them. Like Mr K, going out of his way just to help me overcome my problems. The reason my mother wanted me to go to Nanyang was more because of their teachers than anything else. I don’t regret appealing to Nanyang (:
Clay Aiken – Where I Draw The Line
It’s all as it should be
You’re the best thing that ever happened to me
I melt every time we kiss
I never felt anything like this
It’s almost too perfect
Call it a curse or call it fate
Something beautiful brings on the pain
It looks like it’s going to be the same this time around
I want to let you in but I don’t know how
I’ve been here one too many times
Seems whenever I let somebody get this close
I’m right back where I got hurt the most
That’s why, oh that’s why
Around my heart is where I draw the line
I wish I could just forget
Not have one more regret behind me to remind me
Thought I’ve given up
Could I ever live with it
Knowing that I might have missed my last chance
For love to find me
I could stay here drowning in the rain
Unless you have the strength to save me
Nothing’s going to change
And it’s going to be the same this time around
I want to let you in but I don’t know how
I’ve been here one too many times
Seems whenever I let somebody get this close
I’m right back where I got hurt the most
That’s why, oh that’s why
Around my heart is where I draw the line
Either you’re gonna rescue me
Or you’re gonna be the death of me
It’s going to be the same this time around
I want to let you in but I don’t know how
I’ve been here one too many times
Whenever I let somebody get this close
I’m right back where I got hurt the most
And that’s why, oh that’s why
Around my heart is where I draw the line
Around my heart is where I draw the line
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I’ve drawn a line (:
I slept from 9pm – 1am and am feeling quite perked up now (:
FEELINGS (I haven’t done this in a long while!)
50% troubled
20% indecisive
10% apprehensive
10% guilty?
10% stressed
My msg would be < 3 if not for Math.. Oh well. I’m quite relieved I managed to scrape a B3 for Physics overall and so I don’t need to re-take Physics. I’m still unsure as to whether I should take Physics next year or not, and that is, if I clear > 65 for Math.. Haha.
My granny scolded me for not greeting my father when he came home just now. This is the first time I’m openly defiant towards him and I’m not exactly proud of it (So why am i blogging about it?! -.-). I still talked to/greeted him in the past no matter how unwilling I was. Considering the fact that I have a high tolerance level for most things, I seriously think he went too far yesterday. No, this isn’t about my grades as I haven’t told my parents all my results.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
Thank you to those who have been constantly encouraging me and cheering me on <3! I’m alright, really.
I’m .. hungry. Maybe I should continue doing Chinese from where I left off earlier on in school.
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This is the first time I’ve woken up past 9am in months! Actually I woke up at 8am, but I was so tired that I went back to sleep..
AND I’M STILL FEELING SLUGGISH URGH.
I’m gonna stay at home today to pack my things. That is, if I can get down to doing it haha.
Thank you everyone who wished me a happy belated birthday (: I’m so sorry Rachel Koh I forgot to put your name in the previous post below!! ): I’ve just amended it yeah (:
Tanny bought an awfully scrumptious chocolate cake from Rive Gauche for me. Thanks tannywanny! (: (Though you’ll never read this..)
Haha I refused to look at the camera..
YESTERDAY
No, I’m not going to talk about Math nor talk about the rest of the papers, they’re all beyond screwed, except maybe 1 or 2 papers? Well, I don’t know.
So after the Math paper, Mrs Chek talked to us about Pre-U scholarships and attachment programmes and I was feeling extremely.. dazed? I’m not even thinking about scholarships and whether I can get into Science attachment programmes or not. I’m thinking of whether I can make msg < 3. – I don’t love msg!!! – Sorry, that was stupid. Honestly, I don’t know what I’m going to do about it. All this uncertainty drives me up the wall. Don’t tell me to be optimistic, because even if I try and look at things positively, they definitely won’t work out in reality. I’m tired of worrying sick over all these issues so much so that I think I’ve morphed into one crazy self-centered woman thinking about myself most of the time. Is selfishness really innate in human nature?
Okay, enough enough enough!
Thank you 406 for the birthday cake and birthday song for zee Octobabies! (:
After which I came home and went out then came home and went out to meet NYBT Sec4s at Pasir Ris MRT Control Station (: We then headed to Aranda Country Club to meet our juniors!
I’ll let the pictures speak for themselves.
Juniors barbecuing!
Acting all crazy (:
Sec4s ‘08 <3
HAHA I like Ashleen’s expression :D She’s gonna kill me..
We are young and cute!
Runnnniiiinnnnng~
Clueless as to what to do.. So we just smiled our megawatt smile (:
JUMPPPPPP~
Poor Nicole ):
Thank you Meeling & Peijia the photographers!!
Mahjong, anyone?
Check out their dance moves!!
THANK YOU SWEETIES!! (:
I really like the wristband heart thing (:
NYBT B DIV ‘08 !!! ♥
Click here for more photos!
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Thank you one and all for making my life in Nanyang an extremely enjoyable experience!! I’ll never forget all the ‘jiayou!!’s we shouted to one another during P.T., normal trainings, friendly matches, competitions, etc. Though it doesn’t seem much, hearing everyone shout ‘jiayou’ at the same time is really encouraging and heartwarming. It tells us ‘we’re all in this together.’. Also, thank you for tickling my funny bone time and again with all your funny / lame / cheesy / corny jokes, stories and antics (:
Since we thanked the Sec1s-Sec3s yesterday, I would now like to thank my darling fellow Sec4s!! Thank you for being such awesome / brilliant / cool / dorky / enigmatic / funny / great / helpful / incredible / jovial / kind / lovable / muscular / noisy / open / pure / queer / radical / sensible / trustworthy / unique / vibrant / wonderful / x-rated / youthful / zealous teammates one can ever have!! The seven of you have added so much colour to my life, just like how a rainbow brightens up the sky.
Ashleen – MOOSE BURGER!! <3 Thank you for being the pistachio nut (kai1 xin1 guo3) of the team, always brightening up my day with your funny pronunciations and craziness. Thank you doubles partner for also putting up with my moodiness on & off court (: I’ll never forget how Mr Wee always mixes both our names up! Stay happy with that seal-like laughter of yours alright :D
Beehiang – BEEEEEBEEEEEE!! <3 Thank you for always being there for me whenever I’m down / sick / having migraines! Thank you for letting me know you’ll always be an sms away ;D Don’t worry so much over your results and such alright? I’m VERY sure you’ll be more fine than the weather, babe (: Stay cheerful, my fellow “appear-offline-when-I’m-online” teammate!
Eeyang – LOVVVEEERR!! <3 Thank you for being such a sweet and telepathic lover! We almost always have the same thing on our minds (: Also, thank you for being such a good imitator of funny characters – I cannot name them here HAHA – and making the whole team crack up with your near-perfect imitations!! I’ll always remember your bounciness on court (:
Lili – LEELEEEEE!! <3 I know you don’t read blogs and it’s 99.999999% unlikely that you’ll come here haha! Thank you for being a responsible captain who takes care of the rest of us like how a hen takes care of her chicks! I’ll definitely remember how our parents gave each other lifts home (: And I was really touched the time you went to the hospital with your dad to see how my second sister was doing!! Stay pretty yeah (:
Mingming - MINGMINGMING!! <3 Thank you for being the gifted one who helped me with my Chinese tuition homework in Sec 2 when I used to have Chinese tuition! I got full marks for cloze passages ALL the time with your help ;D Good luck with French next week alright? (: You’ll definitely do well!! And good luck with all that’s on your plate right now as well (:
Nicole – HEY YOU FATS!! <3 Thank you for being in the same class as meee (: Thank you for helping me whenever possible and singing / humming all your boy group / band songs when we were tablemates! You really should listen to female singers you know (: I’ll remember how you blush so easily HAHA ;D Stay cute darling, I look forward to seeing you and your sons play football / soccer in the future (:
Yuanyi – YUANYI THE TALLIEE!! <3 Thank you for being such a dramatic storyteller and sharing with us all your interesting encounters! Also, thank you for being so encouraging whenever you see me looking despondent and out-of-character (: I LOVE YOU DARLING GIRAFFE! And thank you for being so spontaneous whenever I’m in need of help :D I know you’ll always be my fellow fan of David Cook and DAUGHTRY!
HI ALL! It’s been a great birthday (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOY AND RACHEL OON!!
THANKS FOR THE SMSES!! (In chronological order)
Midnight: Joy, Huifang, Weisheng, Stephanie, SamRae, Elaine, John, Bixuan Deborah, Clara
Morning: Melong, Georgi, Eunice, Pamela, Rachel Koh (The only one who smsed my 988 number! (: ) , Gwen, Beehiang, Natalie, Peilih, SamTan, Chengxin, Nicole Lim, Eeyang, Meiling, Cassandra, Ashleen, Christabel
Afternoon: Yuanyi, Hilary, Bunny, Allyssa, Elizabeth
Night: Jenzi, Lili, Darryl, Chuin Yin (At 10.15pm !!), Nicole Chen
THANKS FOR THE FACEBOOK COMMENTS!!
Bunny, Zihui (Haha both of them have the same chinese name!), Jessica, Rachel Ho, Lai Weng, Beehiang, Joy, Rachel Oon, Francis, Shenyang
THANKS FOR COMMENTING HERE!!
Rebecca, Adria, Joy
Thank you to everyone else who wished me verbally and those who gave me presents (:
And thank you to SamRae, Sarah, Yumi, Grace and Sze Han for treating me to lunch after tuition! :D
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TO EVERYBODY: GOOD LUCK FOR THE MATH PAPER TOMORROW.. :/
P.S. HEY LOVER, look at this! ;D I think I know who tried searching for your blog.. HAHA.
Search Engine Terms
These are terms people used to find your blog.
Yesterday
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Interesting, isn’t it!!
THANK YOU TO THOSE WHO SMS-ED/CALLED ME YESTERDAY & THOSE WHO ASKED ABOUT MY WELL-BEING TODAY (:
I had one of my worst migraines ever yesterday and was slipping in and out of semi-consciousness.. I think?
CAUSES
-I’ve run out of daily medication (both preventives + painkillers)
-It’s THE time of the month
-I’m rather.. stressed
Yep, so you can imagine. I’m not afraid of the pain, I just can’t stand the aura (vision blurred, hearing affected, etc) that comes with it.
I’m alright now as there’s no aura already! I can deal with the pain :D
I WILL SURVIVE (:
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