the zonked, yellowing alien

Kelly Clarkson – Cry

If anyone asks
I’ll tell them we both just moved on
When people all stare
I’ll pretend that I don’t hear them talk
Whenever I see you
I’ll swallow my pride and bite my tongue
Pretend I’m okay with it all
Act like there’s nothing wrong

Is it over yet
Can I open my eyes
Is this as hard as it gets
Is this what it feels to really cry
Cry

If anyone asks
I’ll tell them we just grew apart
Yet what do I care if they believe me or not
Whenever I feel your memory is breaking my heart
I’ll pretend I’m okay with it all
Act like there’s nothing wrong

Is it over yet
Can I open my eyes
Is this as hard as it gets
Is this what it feels to really cry
Cry

I’m talking in circles
I’m lying
They know it
Why won’t this just all go away

Is it over yet
Can I open my eyes
Is this as hard as it gets
Is this what it feels to really cry
Cry

Haha for the last time, tzya is an abbreviation of my full name! And ‘The zonked, yellowing alien’ which doesn’t make much sense actually is an extension of tzya (:

I was crazily high yesterday! Sadly, I’m feeling as normal as ever for now.

It’s a weekend full of homework ): But yay, I’ve finished most of it already! (: I’m left with some Geog stuff which I don’t know how to do..

My blog is as unexciting as a blog can probably get.

A bee dropped onto my thigh while I was having dinner and I screamed and jumped out of my chair and it flew off! Haha luckily I didn’t get stung. I’ve gotten stung by bees at least 5 times in my life, I think! Maybe I really do remind them of Pooh.. Haha. Sorry bees, I know I’m sweet but I’ve no honey for you!!!

There’s an OG <35 outing tomorrow! I wanna go I don’t think I’ll be allowed to go since I was already out for a couple of hours just now.. And I better get back into my parents’ good books for my own benefit haha. So, ): !!

Cheryl T is gonna be in the same CCA as me for the next 2 years!! (: !! Yayyy to same CT and same CCA (: Oh yeah, I hope the teachers will accept our group’s (Cheryl, Chengxi, Kelvin, Lytien and I) proposal for the Geog Spatial Challenge!!! The whole thing sounds really fun and excitingzz (:

I AM ONE FAILED ANGEL!!!

Edit: Okay I took the entire chunk on why I’m I was a failed angel out ‘cos my mortal still doesn’t know who I am HAHAHA YAY (:

I’m a bad mortal too, I’ve yet to reply my angel.. I’ll make it up by writing as neatly as possible haha. I think my handwriting is quite bad as compared to my angel’s/mortal’s.. Whoops ):

OKAY THAT ASIDE, I’VE TO DO MATH, GEOG AND LIT NOW ):

Oh I forgot to mention! Ashleen suddenly called me to tell me she’s joining badminton!!! She was so bent on trying something new at first.. Like, recreational badminton… Hahahaha ANYWAY, YAY (: BRILLIANTZZZ!!

Haha, I’m quite indifferent to all that’s happening at home now. What else is new?

Rahrahpapaya, I don’t feel like doing anything much but I have a whole load of things to complete..

C’MON ALINAAAAAAAAA ):

Orientation with OG 35 was “so cool, so cool” (: All the forfeits during games were mostly crazy haha. Can you imagine eating raw garlic out of a mixture of yoghurt + bbq sauce + curry sauce + salt + sugar/creamer (I can’t recall) + green pepper? How about proposing to a tree, shouting out the Scouts’ pledge, shouting out NCC commands, doing 100 pushups at one go, dancing wild wild west without a partner etc.

I wonder if CT classes are confirmed at this point in time! I’m in 09A11 for now (:

Sighhhhhhhh ):

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