the zonked, yellowing alien

Term 2 is over and we can finally take a breather. (It rhymes!)

Well actually not really.. What with revising for blocks, going back to school for extra lessons/consultations/trainings, helping out with the preparation of Tanny’s wedding, catching up with old friends and so on, my June hols are rather packed to say the least. Never mind, it’s comforting to know I won’t be idle and the likelihood of me wasting time is seemingly low. Seemingly, hehhehheh.

Today was the craziest last day of term ever, from listening to Eugene talk about weaving/sewing/cooking (basically being a virtuous and domesticated house-husband – he puts most of the female population to shame hahahha) to lazing around in the dance studio watching a few of the guys in our class breakdance when we were supposed to be at ___ _____ (oops).

My grades reflected on ISP are really terrible. When put together, my grades form a word with a negative connotation to it -.- I will buck up and wear high-knee socks, yes I will.

Oh yeah I’m supposed to get contacts this holiday too and I don’t know how in the world I’m going to put them on when I’ve got a phobia of sticking things into my eyes hahaha helpp ):

I think I better sleep now if not I’ll end up spending yet another night brooding over a recent setback.

Looking forward to tomorrow! Or rather, later (:

I don’t know what to feel anymore.

I would rather be alone
With aliens and rainbows
On the other side
Of the universe
And finally this is me
This is my coup de grace
My reality

Never really occurred how much this means to me until now.

Haha I amaze myself sometimes – I don’t even know the outcome and yet I’m already behaving as though it didn’t turn out in my favour.

It’s been a while since I’ve wanted something so badly.

Not looking forward to the week ahead at all.

Then, maybe you don’t know me as well as you think.

McFly – The End

Kicking off is the hardest part
Nothing’s certain at the start
Letting go, so something can begin

Figure out how to get a life
Leave tomorrow, live tonight
Gotta throw,
Throw your heart right in

‘Cause we all fall down

Everybody knows the end
The curtain hits the floor
And everybody knows the end
Don’t wanna get there wishing
That you’d given more
It’s not over, till it’s over
So how do we begin
When everybody knows the end

I need to live with nothing to fix
Don’t tell me what’s gonna happen next
I’m alright, I like the way this feels
Leave behind all the things I miss
Next stop isn’t where you think it is
‘Cause tonight, I’m riding off the rails

‘Cause we all fall down

Everybody knows the end
When the curtain hits the floor
Everybody knows the end
Don’t wanna get there wishing
That you’d given more
It’s not over, till it’s over
So how do we begin
Yeah and everybody knows

The end is where you hope you never say
“I could have done it better”
And I’m gonna keep accounts
And throw away what doesn’t really matter

And I wanna die (and I wanna die)
On the highest high (on the highest high)
It’s not over (it’s not over)
Till it’s over
I wanna stay here forever

‘Cause we all fall down

Everybody knows the end
When the curtain hits the floor
Everybody knows the end
Don’t wanna get there wishing
That you’d given more
It’s not over (its not over)
Till it’s over
So how do we begin
When everybody knows the end

Everybody knows the end
Everybody knows the end

I had an impulse during Math lecture -whoops- yesterday to bake a cake for my mum for Mothers’ Day and I decided on oreo cheesecake ‘cos I had very little time to work with and it was meant to be a surprise haha. I was so disappointed at first ‘cos I thought the filling would remain in its initial a-little-more-solid-than-yogurt state but it actually hardened!! I’m very happy it turned out well heehee :D :D :D (Apart from the fact that I should have flattened the oreo base more so that it’ll be less crumbly)

The entire cake is 7/8 gone within a day thanks to my glutton-like sisters ):

My mum is less mad with me already, THANKFULLY!!! She was livid when I reached home late on Thurs night and railed at me for coming home so late for these few days and for my failed Econs Lecture Test – I accidentally left it on the round table near her pile of work so she saw what I got.. Well I’m glad the cake served part of its purpose hahaha (:

Bejeweled Blitz on FB is good for de-stressing!!!!! I feel proud of myself whenever I see combinations getting cleared off the board haha.

I’ll go and do Math now so I can at least pass one out of the two tests on 18th May the fateful day (it rhymes!) and feel some warped sense of accomplishment that I can do Math and get a couple of right answers despite not understanding Econs.

The past week saw a whole spectrum of emotions from within.

It’s odd how I can’t remember where I last put my pencil case when I saw it a while ago yet I can vividly remember what someone said to me a few days back, and how bumping into the same someone twice evoked some painful memories from 2 years ago.

Whatever, I’ve been dwelling on both incidents too much they have caused me enough emotional turmoil I should stop I ought to stop I must stop I will stop.

I shall begin on the hunt for my thermometer soon. You know, I got sent home thrice in primary school ‘cos of the temperature taking exercise. I even had to take my Chinese exam on a Saturday morning in front of the Vice-P’s office!! The thing is, I wasn’t sick on any of the three counts, I just have a relatively high body temperature as compared to others.

So now you know who to look for if you need some warmth (:

Okay, shall go look for my thermometer now.