the zonked, yellowing alien

“I’ll just wait and see how far you can go”

Your words never fail to sting.

Last night was.. More than a little unpleasant. Imagine trying to block out the voice of someone running you down (and failing miserably) while racing against time to finish all your homework.

I really don’t need frequent reminders as to how much I pale in comparison with the other 2 in terms of academicperformanceportfoliocharacterwhatever – You’ll never know how lousy I feel after each assessment when my sixth sense tells me I won’t make it.

IwillnotletyougettomeImustnotletyougettomepositiveselftalkcomeoncomeoncomeon

I like Sandy Dane’s Peace, Love & Ice Cream (: It evokes a certain sense of tranquility and calmness that can sooth one’s frazzled nerves, well, mine at least! (I put Younha’s version on repeat last night haha)

Sandy Dane – Peace, Love & Ice Cream

It was peace, love and ice cream
Flowers and tambourines
Butterflies high
In the clear blue sky
And the summer breeze
And we knew how to breath
Freedom

With tears full of laughter
happy ever afters
and stories to tell
oh, we told them so well
in the glow of the fire
we sang the songs
of freedom

It’s time to relive all the memories
Catch every day in a frame

Sing with me
Na na na na na…
Let us go back in time
Just for a minute to 69
Come sing along with me
Na na na na na…
Let us go back again
We’re praying this time it will never end
Come sing along with me

It was peace, love & ice cream
We laid down in the grass
in the garden of Eden
we hoped it would last
but than time took away
the moment we faced
Freedom

It’s time to relive all the memories
Catch every day in a frame

It was peace, love & ice cream
With Flowers & tambourines
Na na na na na
It was peace, love & ice cream
We laid down in the grass singin’
Na na na na na
It was peace love and icecream
We sat down by the fire singin’
This is our chance to back again
Come sing along with me